…You really are my entire world. almost everything i do i think about you first. i am gonna change for me. but i am gonna change for you. because i can’t keep living hating myself. and because i can’t keep living knowing that you put So much time into me, that you waited for me all that time and that i just ended up breaking your heart. i am not gonna let it end like this. i told you i would do whatever it takes and that i am not gonna fuck up again, and i know you don’t believe me, but i really am. i don’t need to drink and hook up with people who don’t care about me that doesn’t mean anything to me. what i want is to be with you for the rest of my life, and if it takes the rest of my life for me to get there then so be it. i’m not giving up on you please don’t give up on me.

Excerpt from “I am thankful” by trashleyxo